Talkin' to myself and feeling old

Well the plan for today was to go to the beach with Jo and Evie....however it is very grey outside and not looking much like browning on the beach weather! I am not sure what we will do instead. Where the flip flop is our lovely summer?! Does it start when the kids break up from school?! I want some this week as I have time off. I do feel like I have a mamouth extended birthday week! Which is a little odd considering how I feel about my birthday and getting older! I have been having little smidgings of alcohol a day at the moment and I can already feel my left kidney (which is the damaged one) begin to ache. He's not so keen at filtering things out!! And he has the beer festival to go yet! Twice! I have just glanced through what I have written and am beginning to feel that my blog is beginning to feel like I am talking to myself, although not out loud, but through my finger tips. Although to be honest my finger tips sometimes don't go as fast as my thought processes!

I am off on a residential this weekend in Exeter for 4 nights. I am not really looking forward to it, although I will put on my best smiley happy face and make sure everyone else has a fun time! I would much rather be back here, or going away somewhere nicer.